Life is full of changes and regrets.

Lately I've been sick. Almost 2 weeks and i'm still coughing. It's a sick season. Most of my colleagues was on MCs. Anyway I'm so fed up with this asshole company. They have cheated my feelings. I was supposedly to be converted into part time on the 18th of August. But till now, there's no news about it. Damn you, managements! You guys suck big time! How can we have your trust if you don't keep your words. Aaarghhhh!!! I'm still stuck with my irregular work! SUCKS!! Where's my freedom... I guess I have to wait AGAIN! I can't wait!

Well, lately I've been spending my free time watching Goong (Korean drama). I'm so sad I've finished watching it. I'll be waiting for Goong 2 like all the Goong's fans are waiting. Hopefully there will be Goong 2 and not Goong S. If you are a Korean drama freak like me, you should know what I'm talking about. If you're not, I suggest you should start watching Korean dramas. Once you start, you do not want to end it..

Ok, enough of the Korean thingy. Anyway today I've been cheated by one of my colleague. I was in the bus on the way to work. The time shows approximately, I think it was 1535hrs. I received a call from my officer. She was asking whether I'm coming to work with a panic tone. I answered her with no guilt, saying that I'm on the way and I'm coming to work. The next sentenced shocked me. She told me that i was supposedly to start work at 1330hr!!! With the thought that she could be joking with me, I happily said that I start at 1600hrs. Apparently, she was not joking. I was super super late for the first time. I actually did a shift changed with this person. But turns out she did a triple swoop and have no courtesy to inform me. The mistake have been done and it served me as a lesson to learn. No more changing shift with her!

Ok, I need to sleep... I miss you Moksen. I will sure to give you something!! *Secrets*

It's been months, I've last updated this. The past few months I was way too busy watching Korean dramas till I've got no time to fill this up.

Well, first of all the good news. Target achieved! At last, I'm converting from a full timer to a part timer. Got my freedom back! I've been waiting for the past two years for this. Being ab;e to wait is worthwhile. Now, I've got the time that I've always wanted.

Lately, I have this passion for photography. So, I bought my first DSLR camera which is the Nikon D40. This model is the most cheapest and the best entry level. I've been snapping pictures on things that I don't usually take. I'm beginning to like taking pictures of landscape.

I think I'm going to let loose the idea of taking photography courses. Why I'm doing this? It's because I found out from a colleague of mine, who is also into photography, that I can actually learn from the magazines or from the internet for FREE!

Ok! I'm off to sleep...

Here's some pictures that i took with my D40!

I woke up late. No more nice morning breakfast and no more relaxing. It's time to get back to my original life which is WORK. And as usual i HATE it!

I set up the alarm time wrongly. Instead of 11am, I set it as 11pm. What a start for the day. I was super super late today. Lucky my mother agreed to send me to work. I was about to take the taxi. I was so used in taking taxi in Malaysia. It is cheaper compared to here. Ok, it's time for me to stop bragging about Malaysia.

Work really sucks today. I've got 2 VIPs and alot of delay flights. I was so busy through out the day. Lucky for me, the time passed faster today.

Dear Husain was so sweet to pick me up from work. We went to downtown east to watch "You don't mess with the ZOHAN". It was hilarious. I love Adam Sandler.

Lonely. That's what i feel now. It's been 5 days I've last seen Moksen. He left me again. I've bet he's having fun with his family in K.L while I'm dazzing around and doing nothing in my messy, untidy room. Work, work, work. That's what I've been doing.

Few days ago, I happened to surf NAFA website. I was interested in their photography part-time course. I've been thinking. Since, I've got the interest in photography, why don't I go for it. But the thing is, the course is way damn expensive. $1200 ++ per semester!! And I heard there's 4 semester. Total up will be $4800!!! That's equivalent to 4 months of my monthly pay... I've made up my mind. I've decided to go for it. Even mama supports me. I will have to do more OT in order to reach my target.

Well, today will be the last day of being lonely.. I'll get to meet him tomorrow. YEAH!

As you can see, the title itself sounds boring. Working is part of my daily routines. I'm so used to work now. Going to start OT soon.

Baught a book called yakuza moon by shoko tendo. It was an autobiography of her own. I've finished reading it. It was essentially wonderful. At some parts, i felt it. The book cost me $32. But it is worth buying.

Lately, I've been rather selfish. I only cares about how i feel. I got angry with every slightest thing Husain does. My mood changes every second. There's one time when i was half way through my work, i got stomach cramped. It's not the usual cramp I've used to have. This was the worst cramp ever. I was having my menstruation that day. I've lost alot of blood and i started to feel dizzy. I can only walked for a short distance. My face was so pale. I was having cold sweat at the same time. I've realised that I'm so weak now. I know i have to start doing exercise. At least once a week. But with this job I'm having, it is so hard to spare some times.

Whatever it is, deep down in my heart, i know this misery will end soon. It's been such a long time i've taste freedom.

HELLO!
HELLO??

To get married.
To pass my class 3 driving license.
To have chocolates everyday.
To have chocolates everyday.
To buy uv ray and polarizing filters.
Nikkor DX 55-200mm VR Lens.
To take my O levels next year.
Back to School.

In a peaceful relationship
Currently working and always working.


LOVES<3
Music.
Singing.
Dancing.
Reading.
Chocolates.
Animals.
Loves Mohamed Husain.
Sleeping.
Loves everything.
Her Family.